For afew days I felt that I lost my complet enerjy and I felt bad.in th emorning it was difficult to wake up and everyday I was in no good mood.during the trekking my eyes found a little bit problem and after that when I was cycling at night something goes to my eyes and it made my eyes very painful and it had a red point on it and in the other hand I got cold and some news from Iran got too much enerjy of me and just I had to be alone to recover myself.it is really difficult to be in line with others and they cant undrestand you and just they think and think and think.at first I trusted my way then I left my home and it means that I am ready for every situation ,but in the other hand there is some other person who are involved with my trip and I can do nothing,it is my life style and I can imagin everything about my life but what about others?
now I could overcome on this thougts and feel relax .even in these days whenever that I wanted to find a way for planting tree I found that I have no enerjy to do that and right now juat I wast the time and in fact I was fighting with thought that pushed me from others.
Yes there is a river and just I am fellowing on it and I dont move there ,just I let it to bring me .so I decided to ignore emails and just look at front.I am sure that GOD and nature will help me.they wont leave me alone.