Saturday, March 24, 2007

Tonight I have really special feeling which I have never had for ages.I can express myself how this feeling is great .just you think that I drank 2 bottle of strong black wine and just I am flying and surfing in waves.I can not explain how everything is becoming together to achive and to reach my way.just as I has written befor I trusted the river and just now I am surfing and there is noting to do,nothing.when I was befor the trip everyone told me how you want provide money for you etrip and something like that.just I trusted to GOD and I knew through my dreams that everything will become true and just I have to go and go .when I wanted to leave Iran I had to put almost all of my money in bank as a deposit for master card which it was about 2000EUR and for sure for me it was everything and just I started with 300$,but I did my trip for more than 100 days and just I am following right now.a few days befor my frind send me a message that Mohammad your account is almost empty and we couldnt find any sponsor right now,so a little be carful about your expences.hey guys dont worry ,really dont worry ,who I trusted to ,will do everything and will provide all apportunity to continue.I cant explain for others how I feel calm about traveling expences and everything.I trusted to the river of life and just I am surfing on. no fight with anything and no try to catch anything,everythings will become with them self.how I can explain that how all events happens by exact time to be in special place to have or do special thing.it maybe is a meeting or even a look that can change everything is your life.
3 days in Kathmandu and learning more and more from a guy who I met him accidentaly with a tato of tree in his arm.from the start just I was moving and moving and now for a few days I want to do nothing and just listen to myself.
tonight again I could open all the windows of my heart and I can love everyone and everything by all of my heart ,again I remember how it is unfair jadjment about others,how we can love everything,how we can enjoy of everything and how everything is beautiful and lovely,even theguys how try to chit you on the street .I dont know what I am writing and just I am writing.
just thanks GOD and nothing

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